Galatians 4:6 – “Because you are his sons, God sent the Spirit of his Son into our hearts, the Spirit who calls out, ‘Abba, Father’”.
I know I am only a few days into these lent devotions on Knowing God, but this is my favorite name for God. I call him Abba often in my journal. For me it feels more personal, and a reminder that his my Dad who is loving and protecting me and not an all-powerful ruling over me Father. I am reminded again that Abba loves me where I am, but wants so much more for me. I pray this Lent season will find me closer to his lap than ever.
The last paragraph today I just can’t write about but I want to pray over. I know that each person who reads this will find different areas to pray about. I find a few so will pray over this paragraph now…
“Where is Abba trying to Father you right now? Where is He trying to show you love that you’re having a hard time receiving it or where is He trying to show you patience or trust? Or maybe he is trying to set some boundaries and you are justifying. Is He inviting you into generosity but you are fearful to let go and trust or He is just trying to convince you that you are perfectly made exactly how He designed you and you just need to receive that?” Amen
Prompt: Where is Abba trying to Father you right now?
Since the first of the year and the information about D’s business was delivered, I feel Abba has been pulling me closer and giving me more strength through prayer. Every verse, devotion, and it seems everywhere I turn I have been driven towards prayer and learning more about a deeper relationship with God. I feel I have a stronger faith in prayer than ever as I wait for his answers.
Where is He trying to show you love that you’re having a hard time receiving it?
I struggle to receive that I am still worthy even when I sin and fall short. Sometimes I fall into believing my sin is not forgiven or can’t be forgiven. I begin to feel that I deserve less and God is not with me. I know this is Satan creeping into my life. I know God made me, but I struggle to celebrate myself. This is an ongoing struggle I can not overcome with Abba. I hate when I feel unworthy, but I know it is not true.
Where is He trying to show you patience or trust?
These are very personal right now and hard walks some days, but I am praying more for his love to cover me and give me patience each day to trust in his plan. I remember that many have far less and are happy in the Lord. I pray for Happiness and Joy always in the Lord. Amen
Feb. 22 and 23 ( Feb. 23rd is Fasting Day)
Alpha and Omega
Prompt: How might you get to know God as the one, true God? The Alpha and Omega. How does that impact your view of God?
As a human, it is hard to fathom the Alpha and Omega that encompasses God. I love the quote used, “all that can be, all that was, and all that is” That is hard to wrap my head around but it is the Alpha and Omega of God, but I must learn that God is all that can be, all that was, and all that is. He has already planned the future and knows the days ahead. I just need to walk deeper and closer to him and pray for Revival in my soul this Lent Season. Lord, I pray my prayers in circles of faith that your will be done. Ephesians was referenced and then I woke this morning to this very verse in my morning reminder to prayer. Ephesians 3:18-19 – “may have power, together with all the Lord’s holy people, to grasp how wide and long and high and deep is the love of Christ, and to know this love that surpasses knowledge – that you may be filled to the measure of all the fullness of God.” God is telling me something for sure. A verse I will come back to again and again this season.
Prompt: What would it look like today to walk more in the name of God – Elohim Shomri, God My Protector?
I would walk so close that I would lean on the Lord for support and cast all my cares, worries, and concerns openly on him because he already knows what they are. I would believe he is my protection and all that I need both inside and out. I want to shine my light of JOY and let him work through me on both my physical and emotional anxiety and pain. He has already carried me through so many valleys, but I want to keep climbing even when I feel like falling until I reach the top. Amen.
God is Omnipotent
Prompt: How do you see God? Do you see him as your protector, provision, foundation, and assurance? Do you see him as merely someone to go to for your needs, or as someone who already knows what you need and can overwhelmingly provide for your needs?
I see God all around me sometimes living by the water or close to it allows me to see his beautiful creation and handiwork more often and feel close to him in a different way. From the eagle rays and starfish below to all the different birds above – especially the Pelican. The gentle Sereque and Iguanas observe me from afar. Yet, feeling him around me does not answer how I see Him. I know I have fallen into the habit of seeking God when in need. Not that this is wrong, but I do know he already knows all my needs, but I do believe I have to ask for those needs to be met and fully received. I am working on dreaming big and praying boldly through by asking and praying more while believing he will answer in his own time about what is best for me. My husband tells me I can be disappointed by specific prayers, but I believe God can’t disappoint me no matter how he answers my prayers, but my answer may not be what I want but it will be what I need. Naturally, I want quick answers, but my answers may not be until even after I am gone home to heaven to be with Him. I do believe he blesses all my prayers but I am young in being this type of prayer warrior and know my relationship needs to continue to be closer and stronger with the Lord. That is where I am now and how I see God in my life as my protector, provider, my foundation and my assurance as I walk day to day striving to follow the path he has laid for me.
Scripture of Note: Ephesians 3:20 – “Now to him who is able to do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine, according to his power that is at work within us,”